A dealer who doesn't use what he sell’s, profits from the misery of others.

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    My name is Walter Volkenannt, and I am living every father's nightmare.  On November 15th, 2002, I buried my only son.  Walt had parked his car around the corner from his dealer, filled his system with the heroin he'd just bought, and died.  We buried Walt on a spot of earth he loved, our farm in Osage County.  While I dug his grave I swore I'd get revenge.  I wanted to hunt down the monster who sold my son the drug and kill him with my bare hands.  I still want revenge but have decided to get it another way.  My goal is to change the way citizens perceive heroin addicts so addicts can come out of hiding and get help. 

There is a big difference between knowing of and knowing about heroin.  Having spent the past year or so doing research about heroin and its effects on society, I've learned a lot, although it does by no means make me an expert.  But had I known and understood heroin two years ago as well as I do now, I believe my son would be alive today. 

Since my son's death, here's what I've learned:

    - Heroin addicts can be found in all walks of life.  From the most influential to the poorest of men, women and children.  From all sexes, races, religions and ethnic backgrounds--heroin doesn't discriminate. 

    - Most addicts, like my son, try heroin on a dare.  For Walt, it was not only a bad choice, it was a deadly one.  Few addicts realize that after one try, they can be hooked for life, or death, as was the case of my son.  And heroin not only ruins the addicts' lives, it ruins the lives of their loved ones. 

    - Addicts want to stop, but physically they cannot.  They will do anything to feed the evil that has overtaken their souls.  The less fortunate, the ones without family support or money, steal, shoplift, or sell their bodies to feed their addiction.  One addict told me, "Heroin is like air, once your brain experiences it, you need it to breathe."

    -  The judicial system, although they may be well intentioned, hinders law enforcement.  Since my son's death, I found out the dealer who sold him the poison also caused the death of another young addict two days before my son died.  The dealer was arrested by police on several occasions, and each time was released.  If you've got the money, a lawyer can help buy your way out of justice. 

    - The revolving-door method currently being used to control the heroin problem doesn't work.  Dealers with money for lawyers stay out of jail and continue to peddle their poison, while the addicts who need rehabilitation end up in jail or on tables in morgues.

      - There are legal remedies to put dealers behind bars.  Under the Len Bias Law, named for the basketball player, dealers who cause a death by selling drugs can be charged with murder.  Many states, including Missouri, have adopted the enforcement of this law with success.

          Dealers arrested for possession of heroin or other opiates who test negative for opiates go to jail. Regardless of the amount in possession. Dealers/users arrested for possession of heroin or other opiates who test positive, get mandatory detox and long term drug free treatment. Addicts who sell to other addicts usually do it to support their own habit. A dealer who doesn't use what he sell’s, profits from the misery of others.   Jailing addicts is not the answer, but jailing a heroin dealer a day would be a good start.

    -  Drug use is an epidemic--it is spreading fast.  Heroin is accessible almost everywhere, leaving us no time to debate how best to cure this disease.  There is only one cure.  Remove it.  People who sell heroin have no place in our society and must be locked up.  The message should be clear.  Politicians and elected judges either get tough on heroin dealers, or get replaced.  Strength in numbers is how our system works.  Numbers mean votes.    

    - Having a loved one become a heroin addict causes families, not only grief, but also guilt.   Why didn't I know?  Could I have done more?  I was wallowing in that guilt, plotting my revenge, until I listened to something the priest said at my son's funeral service.  "Call evil by its name."  That sentence woke me up.

 

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